Summer 2010

Summer has arrived and it is going to be an interesting one. I am not sure what God is doing but I know whatever it is God has my back. Spring has ended and for that I bought some Gerber Daisies, my favorite, a pot to place them in and some soil to grow them. This is my first time ever growing a plant. I hope I don't screw them up. I know that if you give them the care they need they will grow into wonderful plants and be joyous to watch them in the process. I also had to buy a new computer because my old one got fried do to a manufacture problem which they would not fix. I need a computer for this summer because of school.

Finals were this week and I feel so defeated, yet I am completely inspired. I just found out that I bombed my final in Chemistry and I am not going to get into the nursing program. Then I went to NNU and found that if I retake my Psychology class this summer and get an A in the class I will surpass my gpa and be applicable to the nursing program. So, I signed up. Classes started on Monday. It is Wednesday and I am having to play catch up. This summer class is only 4 weeks long. Which will go by fast but it is jammed pack with lots of homework. Do to the amount of homework I am having to learn to say "no" very quickly. Especially when I want to say yes, ie work. Lucky for me I am reading the book Boundaries by Dr. Cloud and Dr. Townsend. This book is to help you be able to decipher when to say yes and when to say no. I am taking this counseling class at my church. We are going through a part where we have to pick something that we feel God wants us to change in. Of course, God loves getting to the point with me and I found that he wants me to focus on not fearing man and being able to say no when necessary. I have had a few instances where this came up and I said no. There has also been some instances where I wasn't as strong. I don't know why I want everyone to be my friend but I do. I know God will help me figure this out.